i am selfish for wondering while you were hurting
if someone would save me too

they way that we watch over you
i need to be honest and say im jealous

if i just decided to throw myself over the cliff
i wonder if people would just stare as i walked by them to the edge

friends, family, neighbors
people who wouldn’t notice

right now, each day i feel like im reaching closer to the end
and i want desperately for someone to grab me

to pull me from the edge
believe in me and breathe life into my soul

yet im there

nothing holding me back
no one to even watch me fall


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